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October 04, 2004
Dirty Mind
Well, today was...interesting. I don't even really want to talk about it. All I can say is that my superego is working double overtime to keep up with my id. Just when I thought things were going to be relatively calm in Bio, they are nowhere near that. After my conversation with Drew last night concerning the christening of his canoe, I think I need to do something drastic to get my mind out of the gutter. I am not used to being like this. The only thing I can attribute my randiness to is the fact that I am my normal self now that I am off of the pill. My normal self is out of control. I am sure it would be great, if I could find a guy to settle down with a little but that is not easy with four classes and a lab biting me in the butt everyday. I have conscience, a strong one, or else I would already have acted on so many emotions in the past month that I would be horrified with myself. Drastic measures must be taken now. Should I get fixed? Staying under the bed is no fun, whatsoever. I said something exceptionally witty in lab today but I don't remember what it was. Alot of wit was thrown around in lab, but nothing I would really want to post as a reflection of who I am. The sheep brain went, well, went. I didn't cut today, but I did squish the thing to feel what it was like. It was nasty...nuff said. Tonight I really have to get some sleep. I am going to take a midterm in the morning, and I want to be well rested. I am thinking 9 oclock bedtime, and I watch 7th Heaven at 8. Atleast I will be relatively busy, and will have to keep my mind out of the gutter.
Posted by Jesse at October 4, 2004 03:58 PM