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April 02, 2004
Until We Meet Again
Ok..so I am sick of bloggin about nonsense. I have searched for ways to blog...just so that I can say I had. Gold fish...trips to the beach..and so on. The God honest truth is that I have had what I hope is the worst month of my life. I feel like someone has slammed a chapter of my life closed while I have been screaming to have it reopened. It is hard to say whether I have had a tearless day...which I hope will come soon. Everything...has changed..EVERYTHING. I have said goodbye to so many things and people. I have been sick over it. I began to feel like I was never going to be the same. Like something was missing within me. I am starting to realize, however, that these people and situations have helped me to become who I am. I strong, intellegent, good person. So even though I have to let go...of EVERYTHING, and start over...I am going to be fine. This is what life is about...changes...adjustments..and learning from the past. I will miss my friend that is moving away...but we will keep in touch...HE PROMISES! I will miss the love of my life, but I realize that he is part of me and not all of me. As for people that havent been such good friends lately...its who they are...better I learned now than later. I have learned that nothing is forever. So instead of saying goodbye...I am just saying until we meet again. Life has more meaning than it ever has to me. I know things will come together. My family found out today that my dad doesnt have prostate cancer. I felt like I was getting a sign...finally...that things are going to be ok. What a wake up call tho. Life is too valuable to waste...if you love someone show it...treat your friends well...because you never know when they will go...and live every day to the fullest. Its a new chapter for me to open...and I plan on making the best of it everyday. Anyone on for the ride?
Posted by Jesse at April 2, 2004 07:05 PM
Comments
Hi I saw you were talking about your gold fish ;-)
I'm a black labrador called Sam, and im chairman of www.sempo-tahoe.com
(a search engine club for animals)
We have a major inequality problem with our species distribution and we would really like some gold fish to join.
We're having soooo much fun and we'd love it if your pets would join too!
Regards
Sam ~ Woof Woof!
Posted by: Sempo at September 27, 2004 05:18 AM