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March 28, 2004
Weight Gain
I gained 3 lbs:( I am 119 now. I really wanted to maintain 116...but so be it. I have been trying to improve my eating habits by adding things to my diet such as soy milk....cottage cheez...fresh fruit....fresh juice...and fish. I even ate rice with beans the other night to get more protein. It wasnt bad, but I wouldnt have eaten it before I dont think. I am also guilty of eating 2 reeses pb eggs over the last few days. They are my weakness...with Easter coming....and an impending day of sitting here alone...I figure I should be able to eat whatever I damn well please. On the weightloss note....my new treadmill should arrive on Tuesday. It is a gift from grandma...because the doctor says that if I dont get rigorous exercise, I am not going to get better. It looks really nice...and I know exactly where I am going to put it in my new room set up. I can run and watch sex and the city at the same time! I have been focusing lately on doing things for myself...which is a very foreign concept to me. I have spent more money on myself in the past two weeks than I have in the past two years. I guess it feels good...because I jipped myself out of everything...even fast food...to save money to move...but I am just not used to it. Yesterday I went to PetSmart and got the goldfish for my tank. He was the biggest one they had...I tend to do that...good thing I wasnt shopping diamonds! I named him Good Deed....but I will explain more about that in another entry accompanied by pics. I have another fish that my sister brought me to be a "tester". I named him Dr. Phil. I have no idea why...I dont even watch the man....but it just happened. The tank looks nice...acts as a great nightlite...and both fish appear to be swimming happily. I stayed up until 3 AM last night...so not like me. Watched a few sappy movies....no tears! Finally I had to call it quits. I closed the blinds to see if that would help me sleep in...but nothing can help the fact that I have sky lights in my room:( Well...enough ranting..I will tell you more later. Much love!
Posted by Jesse at March 28, 2004 08:51 AM