Jesse Loves Brady

March 26, 2004

Dawsons Creek

I have been catching up on my DVD's and I am starting to feel like I have been living out a season of Dawsons Creek. I truely feel like I could fit right into the story line. Am I one of these characters endlessly searching for whats right? Am I destined to be burned and confused until my season finale. I would like to know when that will be? Will I have a happy ending? Its seems like no matter what point in my life...I have been aiming to please someone else. Its been a constant battle to get my parents to notice....perfect grades, extracurricular activities....stellar attitude...but its never mattered. As for pleasing friends...I have learned lately that no matter what you do you never really know a person. Each character on Dawson's Creek was the same in that when it came down to it...they were all they had. In life...we are all we have. Anything..and anyone can come and go...and we have no control over that. What really matters is what is inside each of us. If we know that what we have is because of what we have done for ourselves...we will always be ok. If we count on others for our happiness, self-worth, and accomplishments....we really have gone nowhere. Even though Dawson's Creek was just some sappy teen drama...alot of it is real about growing up around here. Its a battle to find ourselves...what we are supposed to be...but in the end..they all figure it out. I guess I will too.

Posted by Jesse at March 26, 2004 04:57 PM