Jesse Loves Brady

March 12, 2004

New Beige

Yesterday was hard...but I am glad I got through it. My dad swears I have shown major signs of improvement...but I am still very frustrated. We started off before ten headed west. First stop...The Goose...as all the hunter types call it...for some guy talk...i hate going in there...because it isnt often that they get a young blond stopping in....Nuf said. After that we headed to NB. First we stopped to see this guy Yohan...for something boatish. Then we stopped at this gigantic old hardware store place that is like Toysrus to my dad. I stood there...looking at all the guys because I can now(honestly I just cant care yet) and wondering how they can stand to make a living picking through a warehouse of all little nuts and parts. Then we went to Home Depot...via my old apartment. That was when things started to set in. It still feels like its ours..even though we havent been there for a year. I took a deep breathe and kept going. Home Depot could be fun...if I had a Home to Depot...but I dont...so I stood and watched. Then we went to Walmart...I just didnt have the strength. At that point it was time to go get sis at UMASS. It amazes me how that place is crawling with kids. And I mean crawling! We went to Antonio's in New Beige...which I am sure would have been good..but at that point I was just too shaken. We packed mine to go...and went back to UMASS. My sisters dorm room is quite cute. I have no idea how those kids live the way they do...but it suits her. I think I would last tops a week...but thats me. Saw the glass booth she works in...the graveyard shift in her dorm. I give the girl alot of credit..she makes things happen. Seeing all of those kids yesterday makes me want to be better so badly. They all had not a care in the world...and were out having fun. I would give anything to have the mind of a college student...clothes...shoes...beer...even though I dont like beer. Its my goal.

Posted by Jesse at March 12, 2004 09:00 AM