March 10, 2004
Starting New
My room never looked very exciting to begin with. When Ben and I moved back here...we only put the bare necessities up there...and packed the rest in the basement. The horrible blue color that I chose for the walls has actually grown on me, but isnt helping my insomnia at night. In a mad dash to start a new life...I am taking everything out of my room possible that could upset me. The bed would be gone if I didnt ever have to sleep again. All of the furniture is rearranged...pictures packed away...along with 200 beanie babies. I dont know how I will lift those. Destination...basement. This seems to be where all of my hurtful memories are. Dont know what I will ever do with Bens things...guess they will stay there until he wants them I am not the type to burn or destroy things. Especially sentimental things like his stuffed whale or fraternity pin. I just wish they meant enough to him to take them back. On the upside I feel decent today. I slept almost a full night last night...first time in 10 days. I have yelled at CCCC about my transcript...which they sent out AGAIN yesterday. Not that I know what I will do when I get accepted to Bridgewater...but that is another story. If anyone knows someone that wants a roommate with an incredibly beautiful baby(of the cat type)please let me know. Housing seems to be my biggest worry at this point. I am still awaiting shipping confirmation of my DVD's. Yes...thats right...I ordered myself something. It felt good...now I can wait tapping my foot until it comes. Brady is napping in the loft...I wanna do that too..but I guess in the people world...something has to get done.
Posted by Jesse at March 10, 2004 01:32 PM
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Jesse, did you look at your blog? I added a subtitle to the top. After this entry, I think it's a perfect fit!
Posted by: Rebe at March 10, 2004 01:48 PM