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March 02, 2004
Instincts
I know this is going to sound weird...but I feel like I am getting a message from somewhere. Being someone that has a hard time with religious faith..this is freaking me out. It is telling me that everything is going to work out. Maybe not any time soon...but that things will be ok. That time is what is needed to heal...and that if I let things be...they will be. I dont want to set myself up to be crushed either. That is what sucks...my instincts scare me. I have this strange ability...which there are too many examples for me to explain here..but if anyone wants to talk to me about it, I could tell you. I know things are going to happen before they do. It is very scary. Everytime these things happen I try to tell myself its nothing. But the more and more it does...I wonder. If there is a God, he has dealt me one hell of a hand in the past few months. It has to be for a reason...I am learning some lesson or something. Right now I am basing my actions on that stupid poem....If you love something...you'll let it go...and if it comes back it was meant to be...and if it doesnt it never was.
Posted by Jesse at March 2, 2004 06:55 PM