Jesse Loves Brady

February 16, 2004

Hangin My Head

I hang my head in shame....for letting this go for so long. The truth is I honestly couldnt even motivate myself to do this things have been so bad. I wont elaborate too much out of embarassment...but lets just say I have been nutsy cookoo. The last few months have been nuts with tons of appointments to try to get better. I am down to seeing my counselor once a week, and the doctor every three months. This is a vast improvement from twice a week, and once a week respectively. I have also joined the gym...which i skipped this morning because Ben was here and the bed was so warm. Other than today..things have been progressing. I have been trying to go five days a week....45 minutes on the elliptical and then weights and abs. I have to admit it does make me feel better. Physically I ache...but mentally I almost have pep. I have been reading like crazy, because i fear that my brain will turn to moosh if I rely on my telecourse for education. Nothing stressful..right now i am reading the shopaholic series...which I must highly recommend. Anyone with outstanding credit card bills...this is your savior. Its a great laugh...and alot takes place in Britain...so the language is so cute. Brady is doing well, because we changed his food to the new Purina Indoor Formula. He is eating like a pig...and seems so much happier. Guess Iams is the eggplant of cat food. On an even more exciting note....I went to Target last week. My first real outing in over a month. I got some clearanced exercise clothes...and grandma got me a really cool new raincoat for valentines day! I think its red...some think its orange...really it isnt up for debate...but very cool. I swear if i had a ton of money i would buy myself a whole new wardrobe at Target. I cant wait for flipflop and skirt weather. I have them ready and waiting. Let the sun shine in soon!

Posted by Jesse at February 16, 2004 04:29 PM